Raskalov

nevermind me i've had three chances fourth time ain't a charm i never wrote you poems of how beautiful your eyes are how the sun shines on your cheeks how you melt my mind away i thought giving my heart would do and maybe it did for a while i don't know like bombarded uranium it radiates love what's the half life of human tissue? how do feelings fuse to form atoms of passion? you're divinity in my eyes though i don't care for religion what's the critical mass of love needed to keep the will of living? survival ain't what it used to be now it's just equations on a piece of paper (i'm bored of using caps right now it's classier this way

Ever had something to say just couldn't find a way hoped there may come a day when they won't be calling you insane? Did you ever think equations were supposed to mean? he then at last descend on Earth the child who explored the Cosmos wanted to speak and no one listened The kid died. What are words without a meaning? dull. just as me "insane" they cry what's wrong with me? "your head's an empty carcass" I guess that should be wanted to speak she wanted to listen never said a thing Eventually I'll wither and she'll keep shining I'll see her again somewhere sometime... "insane" they cry my words are lacking meaning just as me she is my li

They whine about How you don't do enough About how you waste your life drawing and writing and thinking of girls Though 'tis them who point their fingers at you When you've lost all your marbles Marching forward Raising fists up As thralls are singing Fluttering black flags behind Slowly love turns into hate Logic, consciousness fade away Sliding across the abyss Reaching madness' paradise Leaving behind A strong desire for vengeance A strong desire to devour the world God knows Have I asked too much? The ones whom I loved Always turned their backs The ones who loved me Always stayed by my side The ones whom I loved Always made fun of h

Marching forward Raising fists up As thralls are singing Fluttering black flags behind Slowly love turns into hate Logic, consciousness fade away Sliding across the abyss Leaving behind A strong desire for vengeance A strong desire to devour the world Maybe I'll ask Wagner to write me a song Maybe I'll have Heisenberg make me a bomb Maybe Braun will build something that'd fly me away Am I the victim of moral decay? Or is it just Morell's pills I took yesterday? Maybe if they let me paint I wouldn't have killed so many men It was love I wanted

        I want to go home            I don't need this anymore        The skies were too high            And I flew too low            Somehow I got caught in the storm        I was a little cub            I wanted them to hear me roar            But now I know        This isn't for me anymore        Should I have done more?            Shouldn't I have gone through this all alone?            I was afraid that someone might                                    Take my role            And I would fade                    In oblivion            Locked down in prison                        They couldn't reach the tongue          

Oh, but welcome to a most dreary place    Where lost souls sink    In a darkness from which        No one can escape To the path you must hold tight            Else you'll get lost in the night    And you never know    What monsters lie beyond Let me show you the horrors of Hell                        And over and above        Who else know better of        The mysteries that in darkness dwell Down below where bodies lie        Consumed by the horrors of life Down below where the dogs wait        Human flesh to taste Oh, the dogs    Majestic creatures    Who else knows better of The worms that lie inside them It's the dogs t

    When life's nothing to offer        And it's taken all your power    Turns out you're nothing but a pover    A pover who's pondering        And wondering            On whatever was            Or ever will be    Separate your mind        From this obnoxious carcass    Let your thoughts take flight        And break the mystery of darkness    Swing back and forth        On life's parabol    Though your thoughts are so        Elliptical    Try to understand God's mind        Swing on his hyperbol    Though you've never been right at all    Leave behind all that you love        And swing on the spiral    Just leave beh

I. If they want to cut off your hair take your marbles away If they want to take out Your wild hungry eyes If they want you to go deaf Stopper your ears Button your lip Don't let any words slip Step aside And get between the sheets Cry cry And momma won't be there II. Sit down Look around You can't  really tell Which is which And where is where Contemplate yourself And then cry cry Cause papa ain't there III. Put on your mask Take a deep gasp So you can hide Your terrified eyes When you see war and hunger Death and destruction Soldiers and dictators Lye down and cry Cry Cause daddy ain't coming back IV. You'd better shut the door Grab the

    Sometimes I wish I could get out of the house    Take a deep gasp and look at the sky    Watch my breath when it's cold outside    Sometimes I wish you were here    Feel the warmth of your skin    Hold you in my arms    Sometimes I wish my cheeks  would flush    Every time I see you                           All of you   'Wish I could scream and shout   Whisper at the same time   Thoughts and ideas   Sometimes I wish I could be selfish and greedy   Evil little flesh being   Running for money   Gathering stacks   But sometimes I realise   I will never have her                  Either you   For I cannot feel   I am

    Wake up Pinkie. Come on, open those pretty eyes. Let’s go Pinkie, future awaits! Pinkie! Pinkie!    *Jon’s eyes shot opened*    (He couldn’t sleep for weeks… this Pinkie kept lurking through his mind.)    He slowly got up and walked to his “meditation place”… the mirror. He stood there for ages, keeping asking himself so many questions…    “There’s always a price. There must be a price.”, his mind replied.    He suddenly heard a door creak, but he ignored it. He was used with their visit… even though he did not see them. Never met them. However, he knew them